I shut my eye in order to see

Some people are always getting themselves stressed up over nothing. Peer pressure to do well academically I suppose. I want to do well too, well everyone does. I just don't really like pessimistic people, not hate but just find them over reacting. Cmon life ain that bad ok? Take for example one of my schoolmate. He's always telling me how short and stupid he is. Hello the world ain ending just because you're short or stupid okay? Thats the most overwhelming and ridiculous thing I've heard all my life. And you dont need to get jealous of the people around you just because they're more a little perfect than you.

For me?
I'm thankful that I get to wake up every morning :)

思念是一种病.
Perhaps, perhaps. I cannot forget, I still cannot tskkk.

(Take this advice, live by every word.)

**

Okay Phoebe, my reply to you is that is he even interfering with YOUR problems in the first place? No one's a fucktard unless he/she fucks. K thats was pointless. So what if he commented you on your lj? Does it even proves anything? If Jordan really made a mistake about the entry then why bother getting worked up over practically NOTHING? By spamming my blog and his lj just proves that you're guilty and have a guilty conscience. Picking on you, hmm I dont really understand but why are you saying that he's making hell in your life? Well everyone knows that no one will gain anything from this alright. And I thought that calling others a dog is only meant for girls? For a bitch I meant haa. Okay I'm not trying to mess you up either ok? Ok :D

**

I woke up with my whole body aching and it really sucks. Because of yesterday's NAFA trial for the 5 stations. I scored only 1 digit number ok! Like wtfzx yo. I failed my shuttlerun HAHAH embarrassing, yes I know D:

Anyway school was fun cos the 10 of us set up a "gambling den" today.
1)GH 2)Sis 3)LK 4)YZ 5)PF 6)KH 7)Ain 8)Haqim 9)KW 10)MEME!
Haha funny yeah I know. Its at the back of our class. Had so much fun today.
I love my class, I love my class 5/1.

BYE.

Never get the chance to go far

Yesterday, went to Cheenatown Chinatown! For CNY :D
Okay you know, at first I thought that CNY is next week HAHA gosh!
Alrighty. Took alot of photos but I've decided not to upload them all, yes no time.


Empty.


Filled.


:D

Dinnered at the Maxwell food centre. Dinner was great and I had Satay beehoon. Mom bought loadsa food and in the end we had to share them all. And thus making Sissie and I pissed cos we were trying to lose weight at that time haaaaa. Cmon its just food!

Chinatown snaps :D








HILOY.












This is my brudddderrrrr and me.








Current favourite :)


















:)

Okay that sums up all. Monday is starting tomorrow and I'm having the blues.
Monday = School ends late + Remedials + Commontest = Sad Joyce D:
Ayeaye I've got to get started on my FNN Os by Monday! No procrastination and no sotongs. Well I have a tendancy to think that procrastinators are sotongs haaaa.

OKAY BYE ALL.
Enjoy the last few minutes of weekends, hell yeah!

P/s: In 10 months it'll be my birthday!

Clumsy cos' I'm falling in love

Firstly about yesterday's O level results.

Well I've got myself a B and C. Yes C you didnt see it wrongly. I was very disappointed in myself. Mr Methias asked me if it was my expectations I just walked away. I wont say which grades I've scored for which subject but for the C grade subject, I know that I didnt put in all and my best effort. I've let alot of people down. And as for the B grade subject, I dont know what to say cos I've already put in my best effort for that.

And most probably I think I'll retake everything. Even the B grade subject.

The one thing that I cant stand most is people condemning you when you're already at your lowest. Its like when your head is already down to the ground, the people dearest to you, not only did they not give you their support but instead keep on reminding you of the past and what are the negatives that you have done. I have had enough and thus I lost my cool and blew my top. I hope you know that I dont normally scream at the top of my lungs. You should know how angry I am then why are you reminding me of how badly I did for my Os? This is my first try and I already have the experience to move on to my last stage. If you dont believe me then wait till the day when I smack that piece of paper right up to your face. But I seriously hope you'll understand that being in my stream is not all that bad. My stream is so far the best I could ever ask for. But why are you being so ridiculous?

Please dont ask I'm just going through a really bad time.

**

:D :D

Today I almost got knocked down by a taxi in the morning, arse.
I was crossing the zebra crossing when the taxi driver sped up.
Tskkkkkkk.


Hi I looked back.

Today for F&N lessons we made pizza! Yes the dough and all :D
FYI, Do you know that pizza contains a bacteria called Yeast?
Woohoo.


Partner and me.


Part of the dough, filled with butter + milk.




The main dough, base.


We had to go and dry it under the sun, it'll double in size!


Ingredients, or the toppings as most people call it.


After collecting out from outside, nice to the touch :D




Cake tin, there wasnt any pizza tin aw man D:




Tomato base. I forgot to add the herbs and spices HAHA.






HI LIN-DAAAAAAAAAAA!


Tskkkk act hardworking only :D


BEFORE.


AFTER.

It tasted HEAVENLY. Haha not to praise myself but its nice!
Well thanks for Mdm Aishah, she helped me to get a starter dish for my Os FNN (!!)
:D

Lessons as per normal. Cca afterwards. Was an old routine though.


GH ME SIS + 2 UNKNOWN HANDS = HAHA PICTURE.

16 guides joined Girl Guides this year! More to come? Maybe.
Yesssss. You know, I beat the whole GG record (From what I know :D)
Haha okay no biggie yeh. But most of them put GG as their first choice woohoo!

Nothing much more interesting to blog, currently. Everyday is average.
CG is a very blur but fun-loving guy. You should have seen his actions really!
Okay I've seriously got to play hard + study hard. Balance dem' up!

BYEBYE.

If you need somebody, run to him

Thursday (24/01), 2pm releasing of O'level results.
Well the news announced it already and I'm so freaked out. Actually the whole Singapore already know about it haaaaa.

I'm getting back my Emaths and Chinese results tomorrow (!!!!!!!!)
Only God-knows-what my results are. Uggggghhhh the tension is getting really high.
I doubt I can sleep well tonight so.....

DARN!

My WHOLE mood totally depends on tomorrow, if I dont do well tomorrow I will have no mood for cca, I wont be able to go out on weekends and I doubt I can even come online D:
K wuteverrrrrr. I still have a second chance later. I hope to clear it though.

I hope to get at least a B3? Yeah. Wish me luck people.
No actually good luck doesnt matter no more up to this stage.
Calm me down, calm meeeeeeeeeeeeeee pls!

Ask her if she wants to stay all night

P/s: This is a very imaged-filled entry so its bound to lag.
So have patience to have it loaded! (Inserts big smiley)

This are the overdued photos on Friday.












My current favourite :)





Yes, And..... I'm lazy to blog out Friday's events :D
What I can say is, we mrted down to Bishan to submit the posters for GG Day.
Its so frigging last minute and when the fingers are pointing at you to do it, its really really sucks, badly. Fullstop.

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Yesterday, ASG finally went out! I'm so happy, we're all happy.
Pf was late, and I had to rush cos I thought that I was late (But I wasn't).
Oh and I forgot to mention, we're going to Science Centre's Sakura to have our lunch buffet! Yes we've been planning it like since, forever.


HEY HO.


I saw this at her block's notice board HAHA SHOE THIEF!


I blocked out Yilian :O


Only Bestie and I wore skinnys on that day.




HI POINTY THANG.


:D

You still cant see us cos we're too small?!


HERE :D




And we finally reached Sakura :)






Clip your clips and they serve dem' up to you.




HAHAHAH OMG *DROOLS*


I have no idea who's hand is that.


Dory fish with veggies.


Mussels and clams!




Not forgetting about the sushi(es)!


Yilian and I.


Adeline and Grace.


Beef.


A variety of cakes!


Udon ramen.




Laksa.


HI.


The sataysssss!


Bestie wanna feed me, so sweet!


Zhilian, tskkkkk.


You need to eat fruits cos they give you dietary fibre! Makes you poo :D


Oh, this girl came and gave us 10 choco!


Another zhilian girl HAHA.




HELLO.


Group shot [:




LOVE MY FBESTIE!




I have a new boyfriend, he is called Ah Beng, whoever heard of Ah Meng?

After that we walked over to JEC to take our neoprints!
Our last neoprint taken was when we're Sec 2 or Sec 3? Effing long.




I LOVE THIS PICTURE BESTTTTT!

After that we mrted down to town, Bugis. Same old place eh?
After that many many things happened and I dont wanna elaborate.
Later if not *** come to my blog and start to read, after which he'll diam diam.
D:

HAHA BUT I REALLY HAD FUN THAT VERY NIGHT.
HB went home with me. HB kept pinching my cheeks and I did the same! Surprisingly when I kicked HB's butt HB didnt react, hahaha :D My goodgoodgood friend!

Okay I wanna end my entry with this,


BWHAHAHAHA GG :D Shytshytshyt your arses out!

Phew I'm finally done. So long since I did long entries.
:D
I'm so unhappy because tomorrow is Monday, Monday blues oh-so-saddening.
And I'm getting back my Os' Emaths and Chinese on Thurs? Yeah.
Do wish me luck, I really hope to at least clear one sub or more.
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Okay bye!


Its just so sickening when other people ripped off part of your hard work and named it THEIRS. THEIRS not HALF MINE. Can someone enlighten me please? People get so so so much credit by doing things that arent theirs in the first place and yet they're happy when people say this to them, "Oh my this is a great transformation! And you've done it all by yourself? *Clap clap* You really deserved it ______." And you'll reply with a great rush of joy, "Oh yesyes this is MY OWN. Thankyou." Wouldnt you ever feel guilty about doing this? And when it sucks you'll blame it all on the original(s), "Oh this isnt mine, this is XXX's outcome. So ugly! I couldnt help it notice its ugliness."

I did so many fucking observations, studies and work and yet, all you did is just to COPY and RIP the bloody hell lot of it off. Well I suppose thats what you are good at. Well you ARE good at this anyway. All I want is for justice. Especially when someone actually changed you, you said thanks and behind my back, you actually go around telling people its your own. Well do you feel that your heartbeat is becoming faster and faster? Well you're guilty you bitch! If you dont know what guilty is then I really pity you. I abhor rippers and copycats. I'm never jealous of you, not even once cos this is MY OWN WORKPIECE. I know it myself and people have eyes to see who's fruit of labour is this. Go and think about it you bootlicker.

Period.